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MY BOYS ARE DONEEEEE
Ahem- I've been hyperfixated on this game and these dorks for a few days now. I love drawing from reference but omg Jerry is the most painful thing to draw. Anyway, they are my boyfriends and they are boyfriends, no further questions your honor


#the drawer has hammer space obv#now that ive drawn them both with heavy reference#i can hopefully now just doodle them#jerrys still gonna be difficult. my style isnt really detailed enough for him#HIS HAIR WAS THE HARDEST THING#my specific type may be monochrome boys#but seeing as this game doesnt really have any of those#my basic type is autistic nerd boys who wear glasses and have dark hair#...its not more specific. shut up#im gonna have to goddamn learn how to draw jerry easier though#cause i love chance okay? i do#but jerry is my number 1#i also kinda wanna make a chance closet cosplay#and make those night vale au characters and write about them#i. cannot. wait. for june 17th#...is that why theyre called team 17#gotta edit this on the computer to include the two audios i have of them together#oh make those men kiss#we're just a little autistic nerd group with glasses in the office#penelope could be included too perhaps. i like her design#okay okay ill stop#i just.. i just love my boys?? is that so bad??#date everything#jerry date everything#chance date everything#date everything fanart
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Feuċ, súile Dé go fuireaċ air
#bloodborne#father gascoigne#* taps sign * FATHER. remember that guys.#decadentart#caption is from notmal McLeod’s translation of psalms#specifically this is a part of psalms 33 18#interprt my message . muahahahhahahs#I think his relationship with his faith is .. complicated#in my headcanon hes actually really gentle. he is a priest after all. not reallt a violent man#but to kill beasts is sacred and holy. but its still killing#i think to an extent he can realize hes changing . mentally And physically. but he cant stop now#siiighhhh. they made a priest kill people and now he has to justify it to himself#and also he has to contend witb turning into what he can only consider a demon#do you think he wonders why hes being ‘punished’? what he did wrong in the eyes of God to deserve this?#fears for how much hes changed..?#Idk im insane and very hungry. i have like an entire essays worth of thinfs to say abt him. and i made it all up#i am very hungry rn. ggrueuaggghhhhhhhh#i could put my ramblings into a lot more sense like. not in tumblr tags#trust me. truusstt mmeee#also i know the cross isnt really used in bloodborne#however#shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up#hes not from yharnam and im not going over the slug jesus injoke rn. Okay#Also shorthand so YOU understand what this is abt :) yay
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treasure island inspired doodles...... yas
#scribbles#limbus company#ishmael#faust#sinclair#err very specific scenes but yknow#also not. like exactly island#dr. livesey becomes an actual doctor and what not loll#its basically#the part where bill is brooding over livesey telling him to shut the hell up#and the post-stroke#(confetti noise)#also cursed to visualize jim hawkins as sinclair#sorry you got twink'd#i gave up on the drawings being awesomesauce i just wanted to get these ones down :fire: :fire: :more fire emoji:
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okay, but i NEED to talk about the junior players production of be more chill... i have found exactly one (1) post talking about this version, but god, i honestly think it's my favourite? maybe even more so than the og two rivers production...i wish they had comments turned on on youtube, but instead i'll have to ramble here.
maybe it's me having my actor-brain turned on too much when watching any theatre, but i just think all the actors did exactly what i really wanted them to do; all the comedic beats landed, the emotional paths feel connected, lines and pauses are given the space they need, plus everyone was so committed physically and the vocal performances fucking eat.
i really like every choice that every actor made. jeremy's actor has amazing chemistry with michael, christine, the squip, and basically every character he interacts with. he felt nerdy pre-squip, he felt cool during the squip, he felt comfortable in himself post-squip. he was just a really believable teenager and loveable guy.
christine is so unabashedly weird in a way i kind of miss in the broadway version (and to an extent, the two rivers version...shh dont sue me).
michael is actually chill and funny and comfortable with himself, which is exactly what makes mitb sooo gutwrenching (again, felt this was DEFO missing in the broadway version... broadway michael, i have opinions about you)
and the squip!! when he walked on as ted from bill and ted my jaw actually dropped THAT MADE ME SO HAPPY!!!! there is not nearly enough bill and ted appreciation in this world...and the actor nailed keanu's mannarisms sooo fucking good. plus, the progression then of jeremy's squip going from essentially a chill teenager as ted to a far more powerful and ominous entity as neo from the matrix? REALLY cool costuming choice and progression, i fucking love it.
plus there were just so many stupid little details in the background that ALL the actors did that i might ramble about in another post (mostly rich. i really like rich's little moments. in all productions tbh).
i also really like how they DIDN'T let the original version affect their production design. obviously the og has a very iconic look and i can see why most other productions sort of follow its costume/set designs and character choices, especially as it's a musical that largely blew up because of the fandom, and fandoms sort of cling onto the original of any version (not a criticism /gen, that's just how it is). but i think the best thing about theatre is that every production you see has the potential to be totally different. in both design/look, and the actors' choices as well.
which is i think why i watched, like, every version i can get my hands on this past week; because i just really wanted to see different versions. different line deliveries and beats and motivations and all the boring actory stuff. (and also because unlike tv shows, there's alas wayy less content to consume, so you take everything you can get yaknow)
and i just love love love how different this version is, oh my god i just. can't. its sort of seperate in my head to the two rivers version tbh? i've seen people talk about how they see broadway bmc and two rivers bmc as almost like different stories, and that's definitely what i'm feeling right now. in terms of fandom and art and how the show exists in my brain as a concept, i do adore og bmc. but as a wholly seperate story that i could genuinely watch over and over again and not get bored, i just fucking love the junior players one. its like...that's MY be more chill. in my own perfect world, that's the real one.
this really does sound like im slagging off og bmc, but please please know that i am not. honestly, i've enjoyed and saved every version i've watched, from the broadway bootleg to high school productions to animatic versions. but i just want to share my love for this particular version...idk, maybe it has LOADS of fans (the youtube vid has like 1k likes so idk), but alas because the comments are turned off, i haven't gotten to see anyone else raving about it. i don't even know any of the actors names, which SUPER sucks cuz they're fucking awesome.
anyway, ramble over (for now). please go watch the junior players production if you haven't, its worth it i swear. if you have seen it, please yell at me in my ask box, i will be over the moon.
#i doubt many will see this but i desperately want them to#this production just. god. maybe its tailored specifically to how i see the story#but MAN its just so good!! i want people to love it!!#and boy do i wanna draw how the characters look#i fucking love michaels yellow vest jacket thing GRR HE LOOKS SO DOPE#and jeremy and christine OUGHK MY HEART#their chemisty is so fucking cute i am rooting for them so bad#crop top rich will save me#OKAY ILL SHUT UP NOW#just. watch it. please#be more chill#bmc musical#be more chill junior players#bmc junior players#i will populate those non existent tags if its the last thing i do#zoot.posts
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somehow, profesisonal wrestling fanfiction isn’t RPF but professional wrestling itself IS.
#i mean more specifically its kayfabe that makes it not rpf#theyre performers and actors they play characters#many of them dont even use their real names#also#shut up lmao#aew#wwe#wwe smackdown#im right about this
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my 4am angst D:
#maybe rhis is a wakeup call#or more specifically a go to sleep call#bcz its almost 5am#still im annoyed#ao3#ao3 is down#ryan shut the fuck up
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Seriously - as a Pokemon fanatic myself, wtf is with Pokemon fans insisting that:
1. Pokemon's success is solely due to it being perfectly designed game and character-wise
2. Every other monster taming series that doesn't blow up to the degree that Pokemon did is a fucking failure because it doesn't follow what Pokemon does????
I don't know how the fuck to explain this to some of y'all, but Pokemon's success was in large part due to pure luck. It came out at the optimal time, it was brought overseas and it struck gold. Of course it has a lot of great elements that helped it be so popular, but to act like it's success was due to it being so uniquely genius and perfect is a slap in the face to its predecessors. Pokemon had a capitalist juggernaut behind it that had the means to pump money into it and if you seriously think that it won by its own merits purely then I think you are very naive.
If it came out today, do I think it would be popular? Sure, I can see that. But it would not be guaranteed to blow up the way that it did in the 90's. Again, this is coming from a diehard, lifelong Pokemon fan.
And the absolutely bullshit idea that every series remotely comparable to Pokemon is a failure for not being Pokemon 2.0 is worse. OF FUCKING COURSE NOTHING ELSE COMPARES TO POKEMON'S SUCCESS. Pokemon is an established, centralizing, multimedia powerhouse which makes more money than any other franchise on Earth. We don't say that indie animation is lesser than Disney for not getting the same box office sales, but Pokemon fans LOVE throwing this idea around. To insist that capital success = artistic merit and flawless design philosophy is honestly just disgusting.
It's easy for Pokemon to dominate other franchises when it was one of the first to blow up on an international scale. Of course, when you can buy Pokemon merch of anything, it's gonna gather more focus and money than an indie game. When you have a prestablished fanbase of over 20 years, yeah you're gonna sell better than new franchises. So what - no other monster taming series should even bother? Because nothing will ever dethrone Pokemon, it can't.
I am so sick of watching unique and creative works with a ton of passion behind them get shit on for daring to not follow the Pokemon formula and their inability to outsell it being used as proof of their deficiencies. God forbid a piece of art have its own goals, intentions and meaning behind it.
And how hypocritical too, to ignore the serious design flaws in early Pokemon generations. Pokemon's first gen had a lot of weak designs and major flaws BUT it had the financial backing to continue on and define it's own style and formula over time. Watching Pokemon fans lambast new franchises for not having everything perfectly worked out in their first entries is laughable.
And can I just say how depressing this shit is? I am not a game designer, I will never make a monster taming series, but watching indie creators' works get disregarded for not being Pokemon is so disheartening. 99.99999% of artists will never make anything comparable to these giant media franchises. Our works will never gain even a fraction of these series' fanbases and success and enthusiasm. In my experience, this is something a lot of creatives struggle with - if I'll never be as successful as this huge thing that inspires me, if no one will ever see my work, if I can't create the single most original thing, why bother creating?
That doesn't mean our work is intrinsically worse or useless, its just the cold hard reality of living in a capitalist hellworld. Mega franchises established 35 years ago dominate the media landscape. They make money on brand recognition alone, they set the industry standards and if you equate that with them intrinsically being better, more worthy of success and shit on indie creators for not reaching those impossible standards then you're a piece of shit. And this attitude is so rampant in the Pokemon fandom, so unquestioningly pushed, that it drives me up the wall.
#this is aimed in part at a very specific youtube channel which talks about pokemon design philosophy#and takes every fucking opportunity to passive aggressively shit on anything even vaguely in the same genre for not being pokemon 2.0#oh and this one popular blogger who use to love making the most unfair criticisms of fucking temtem lmao#but I see this in a lot of discussions elsewhere and I needed to get this off my chest#watching people shit on spectrobes my friend spectrobes for being different from pokemon is my villain origin story#and it's literally made by disney its not even an indie series yet it was so fun and unique but oh no it didn't make a bajillion dollars#so therefore its a failure and is bad and should've emulated pokemon more like actually shut up and stop sucking off capitalism#pokemon#pokemon critical#I adore pokemon but never enough to do this shit#fuck it I'm tagging the youtube channel#subjectively
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hey here's your reminder that fresh lemonade is really simple to make and is also very wonderful so go do it
#shut up danni's talking#i just made the best lemonade its the perfect balance#didn't use any specific measurements just did it by vibes and it turned out great#i still have some leftover juiced lemons i can use for more if i run out too quickly
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I kind of disagree with the idea that Kokichi ever really had a close friendship with Gonta. I think what Kokichi was doing there was more complicated than that. not necessary malicious against Gonta specifically but I can't see them being genuinely close friends either.
#shut up me#mmmm. if I had more spoons maybe I would try to explain my thoughts on this in more depth but#I really struggle with it#but even without the haze of the intense emotions ch4 makes me feel I genuinely don't think they were close friends ever#Gonta mightve thought so in ch2#but not ch4#they probably had a moment of weird exisal-hanger esc solidarity in the virtual world#but they were not friends#I do genuinely think Kokichi was using him. but again not even because he hated him specifically or whatever#its more complicated than that
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i really wish people could learn to appreciate canon relationships instead of turning everything into ships and this being the only way they're able to consider it
#usually i enjoy shipping a lot. i'm romantic as fuck.#not in the typical sense of like...having the character trait of being romantic#but in the sense of romantic relationships being very important to me and occupying my mind a lot. its kind of always been that way#so this is rare coming from me#but good god there was one friendship between 2 characters recently which i got really really invested in. it felt so unique. so specific.#so rich in potential and so special. like i haven't seen anyone do this dynamic quite like it before#and then people started shipping the two and it ruined it. no this doesn't make it more interesting. it doesn't make it 'tragic'.#all it does is give one half of the dynamic another L as if she doesn't have enough of those already in canon#and it's not in a catharic way of the suffering that comes from it being meaningful. it's just a cheap way to get some sadness points.#AND it also breaks up a really interesting canon relationship. i'm no stranger to not following canon's lead when it comes to ships but thi#one genuiely is just more interesting and makes the story better.#in a BEST case scenario turning these two into a ship adds to a parallel between them & a different pair#since that other pair is clearly more romantic or at least closer to it#but i dont think it needs that. i dont think it needs it that much. and some people dont ship it for this purpose anyway#not to mention im getting so fucking PISSED at this parallel bcs now it's almost the only way in which anyone mentions my fav character#who has more going on than being a parallel to someone else. shut up about it shut the fuck up about it i dont fucking CARE anymore.#WHEN YOU MAKE FAN CONTENT OF HER MAKE IT FOR THE SAKE OF HER FOR ONCE.#im not gonna tag it but god the fandom went so downhill in neglecting canon and overwriting it with things that are worse so fast i'm just#so fucking disappointed.#i should replay the game to remind myself that it was actually good but i kind of dont feel like it bcs of the bitterness the fandom left m#augh
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"use these wireless bluetooth headphones"
i like wired because theres no lag. also i always lose small objects. also i dont want to charge my headphones
"use these wireless headphones with a transmitter! there is virtually no lag"
i always lose small objects. also i dont want to charge my headphones
"these headphones with a transmitter are HUGE! youd never lose it"
i can still lose the transmitter. also I DON'T WANT TO CHARGE MY HEADPHONES...
#btw the lag is specifically rhythm game lag. absolutely impossible with bluetooth#plus bluetooth is so bad about calls?? it turns the mic to shit???#idk if there are any with replaceable batteries instead of charged AND I STILL DONT WANNA HAVE TO REPLACE IT OK#wired is so convenient for me.... pls orz#im SO glad a lot of my friends and family love wireless! hell yeah its more convenient for them!!!#just... no more pushing me to try it pls o(-(#i cam barely remember to charge my phone my powerbank my laptop... u want me to add ANOTHER THING?!?#shut up dom
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More Daveposting because I can’t find myself falling asleep for some reason…
I’ve been thinking about that one deleted scene from 2001, the one specifically with Dave playing the piano. I like to think that… Dave’s always been a piano player ever since he was a kid. I also like to think that it was possible for his family to get him to start playing at the start, but with the passing of his father and his brother, this allows him to connect with the long departed. It would reflect on how Dave’s had to deal with death so early in his life (perhaps what made it so easy for him to accept his own mortality when he becomes assimilated into the monolith?) and how he accepts and, perhaps, fully understands the concept of life beyond being mortal. The songs his preforms on his piano are ones that have seen and been played with by the hands of time, and some of those legacies will truly never die. Along with that, piano music sounds so much more… majestic than the typical human vocals, for example. Much more ethereal, much more him. Much more Dave Bowman, or who he’s trying to find and figure out.
At the very least, his music comforts him, establishing a tranquility nothing else can. That will be changed much later in his life, once he’s gone to picking up drawing (as I think that’s something Dave’s only just recently devoted time to, sometime right before the launch of Discovery One).
No matter what, whether it piano or pencil, Dave Bowman’s not that of typical human understanding. Perhaps it is much more alien than we can make of it, and what Dave himself sees in his crafts. Maybe that mystery is why he was the one chosen by the monolith to begin with.
#this kind of spiraled into nonsense and fell out of the original point but its still there#i will write a fic or five about more specific things regarding my dave bowman character building i promise#one day#probably super soon bc i can never shut up ever#space odyssey#2001 aso#2001 a space odyssey#dave bowman
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anyways hello every1 i am DEEPLY in love with itsuki shu
#mika.txt#GO STUPID WAAAAAAAAAA GO CRAZY HES SO PRETTY SHAKES YALL U DONT UNDERSTAAAAAAND#THE SPECIFIC SHADE OF PINK#THE SPECIFIC SHADE OF LAVENDER shut up it aint blue its LAVENDER @!!!!!#n hsjkhdskdjff the way he moves ALSO ive gone bacj thru like#SO many times so many valkie videos like#so exctied#bc i can Slow the video down n rlly get a look at how he builds up his movementsss#wjkhddfkgfjghdfkgf GODDDDD#hes so#graceful#n prettie#very perfect VERY perfect hes EVERYTHIN TO MEEEEE#all his lil movement his facial expressions how he can switch from one more to the other he EFFORTLESSLY shifts his weight per step#like i have NEVER seen anythin so beautiful#in my#ENTIRE LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#n his mannerisms how he talks#how he TALKS yall#his words are so soft but they can be so mean also ~#i love how he gets mad but hes also so sweet when he talks softly#GHGHGHkdgjdhkfjdgd CUZ CUZ#HIS VOICE HAS LIKE#A BITE TO IT WHEN HES MAD#BUT HE GETS SOOOOOOOOO GENTLE WHEN HES GENTLE#very calm n soft#like a deer#HES SOOO#ALSO HES OWL CODED LIKE CAN THIS GET ANY BETTER HES ALREADY PERFECT BUT THERES **BIRDS??????**#UGH
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apparently people are already starting to babify Simon P again,,
that is an almost 60 year old man who lived through an apocalypse and the trauma of being suppressed in his own mind for almost a thousand years, who then had to be thrown into the future where he lost his lover and was left to struggle in an unfamiliar environment while he grappled with whether or not being present in time and sane was even worth it
what do you mEAN
#simon petrikov#oh he's so innocent hes so sweet hes so ehehe >w<!!!!!#SHUT THE FUCK UP???#kills you /nsrs#someone said he'd probably think sex was just kissing... EXCUSE ME#he is. a grown ass man. with a fiane and a vampire daughter and a phd and a good understanding of wilderness survival#you think he wouldnt know what SEX IS!?!??!?!#dies and perishes but in a BAD WAY#stop treating men and especially traumatized and likely neurodivergent men like CHILDREN challenge go#level easy but you fucked it up anyway huh#btw this doesnt apply to very specific memes#memes and stuff are cool and if you dumb him down for those thats.. i mean a little weird but its alright#i mean ppl who so very genuinely view him as some some soft helpless innocent man#is he pathetic and helpless? a little. especially in the present of Ooo. but also and not to sound repetitive but also that an adult#and one who is very much on the older side#dont?? baby him???#why do we need to have this conversation like every other year#probably more than that honestly
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if i listen closely i can hear that the voices are urging me to reread percy jackson (not in order)
#or more accurately listen to it bcz audiobooks r amazing and i’m tired#specifically the 2nd trials of apollo book bcz of the old woman yuri and obnoxious bisexual disaster etc#honestly love toa sm i don’t get its haters#percy jackson#trials of apollo#i may end up autistic abt this series again and god help us all if i do#ryan shut the fuck up
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i'm mourning the loss of purgatory's Government Assigned Team Dynamics (because i'm a sucker for shaking up dynamics and the forced interactions of people who may not otherwise have spoken) so please indulge me with your dream egg parenting group i'll start, bagi tina and rivers [i'm right]
#qsmp#i have REASONS okay it's more than vibes#first of all any good egg polycule needs its touchstone its Daily Logger someone who can be relied on to KEEP THE DAMN THING FROM DYING#(of neglect specifically)#bagi logs in every weekday she's extremely consistent and she's already proven to be smitten with these eggs. bagi's the touchstone#tina's a 'wobbler'; she's consistent but not a daily logger so she can be relied on if bagi's out for a week#between the two of them i have full faith they can keep the kid from neglect and spoil the kid to pieces#but vic you might say what about rivers wouldn't she just be third wheeling on bagina WRONG#well maybe right but WRONG because eggs have personalities of their own!!!! they're little people!!!!#if rivers is third wheeling then SO IS THE EGG THEY'RE IN THIS TOGETHER#anyway rivers at least at the moment is what i like to call a Wildcard#when she does or doesn't log in is pretty random and sporadic and inconsistent#that might change if she had an egg idk i don't know enough about her because she's a WILDCARD 😭#but anyway having bagi and tina as reliably keeping their kid from dying of neglect means she's free to keep her stream schedule#considering bagi interacting with egg trump at dia de muertos i think we can safely say she's not going to let rivers be erased as parent#probably would function like a roier-jaiden situation; bobby wasn't any less jaiden's son even though she didn't log as consistently as roi#AND IT WOULD FORCE RIVERS TO INTERACT WITH THE SERVER. I MISS HER DAMNIT. MY SPANISH ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH AND I MISS HER.#shut up vic#block game brainrot#but yeah rivers can keep her streaming schedule and still come to hang out with her egg kid when she's able#i lost the plot there bc tumblr's glitching on my phone bc it updated ios last night and everything's bugged to hell#i can't see tags after i write them it's wack as fuck#my secret secondary take is tubbo and pol have to be in the same government assigned parent group#tubbo seems to function better as weird uncle / fun godparent so having pol there is him as TUBBO'S touchstone in terms of the mature one#then tubbo and pol as consistent loggers can be the rest of the group's touchstone in terms of the kid not dying to neglect#long tags
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